Given Up

Given up

Suspended

between

heaven and hell.

Flying

I see

men and women

Forever

scrambling to

live and die.

Never

looking

up nor down.

Never

touching

sky nor star.

Never

feeling

pleasure nor pain.

Worshiping

idols of

dreams and sand.

Living in

worlds of

misery that maims.

Where should

I go next?

To the azures

that beckons me up?

Or the abyss

That is pulling me down?

Suspended

I want to

stay.

Afraid

to loose

my way.

In your hands

I want

To surrender

Surrender my

life and death.

Surrender my

body and soul

You choose

when to

suspend or suspense.

You choose

If my heart

is ready

to surrender

or

suppress.

Please choose.

For I

have given up.